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[Jul. 20th, 2010|07:21 am]
Petite Mignonette Sweet Coquette
I slept all yesterday morning and well into the afternoon. So, when night time finally rolled around again I wasn't tired. I laid up watching Dead Like Me for hours until my mind was swimming with thoughts about life and death. Thoughts about accomplishments versus regrets. Or getting older and growing old. Being alone. Being in love. Thoughts about time and how quickly or slowly it always seems to be passing somehow simultaneously. My head kept filling with more and more thoughts until it was overflowing like the bloated rivers that run by our house. So, I closed my computer and rolled into you, pressed my bottom into your crotch. I woke you from your sleep and seduced you. An attempt to turn my brain off by way of turning my body on. I needed to do something that didn't confuse me. Sex doesn't confuse me. And then I cried out that I loved you, twice, as I came, while you came inside me. I think, because I wanted to feel like I was doing something meaningful with my life for at least thirty seconds.